December 5th, 2020, 01:04 AM

John told me that he always has nightmares unless he’s holding something as he sleeps. I don’t know why that is so cute. I’m trying to rest, but I can’t stop thinking about that little fact. I love hearing him talk about that. Maybe I’m being an ass for finding that cute, nightmares FUCKING suck and I understand, but I just can’t help but wish he could hold me to prevent his nightmares instead. I’d give anything to let that be the case.