January 9th, 2021, 01:16 AM

being horny is AWFUL, i hate getting so riled up by imagining john and the way he'd grind against me with need, or how much he'd say my name with such a shaky tone. i want him to run his hands through my hair as he shushes me, his lips quivering, trying to get me to be quieter because someone's parents would be in the next room over while he doesn't hold back one bit, still penetrating me with all he's got. his eyes would look me up and down constantly, watching the way my body reacts to his touch.

i want to kiss all my moans away, we would ne to be as silent as possible, so he tells me to kiss him instead. and i do. i come, john still inside me, and our lips still together.

i want to be utterly overwhelmed by him. i want him to invade my senses. i want him to be the only thing i can taste, see, smell, touch and hear, and i want it all at a level so intense that i can't believe it's all real.

ugh his voice is so cute. i can't imagine how lovely it'd be to tire him out and hear the differences afterwards. a breathy voice coming from that lovely man, ugh that's heaven. 'ashton, i love you' or 'please, keep going' to encourage me.

i dont think ill jerk off tonight but ughhhhhhdg john jesus fucking chirst, you really rile me up.